I don’t wanna sound too brutal here but here it is : I failed the written examination tests.
I was kinda expecting it for 2 months now so it doesn’t really sting that much eventhough it’s still a failure. I haven’t been doing everything I could to pass it since I was involved in a lot of sports activities (volleyball, tennis, badminton, etc) and home work wasn’t going that high.
There are a few positive things to take from these results :
I now have an experience that will help me pass it in my next attempt(s)
The path is now clear for next year meaning I can ask for a substitute teacher position as I don’t picture myself going to the cram school again
I have quite a good start for a rookie in this as sophomores tell me they started under an 8/40 grade (I reached 13/40) on their first try.
Nothing much more to add, here is the uncanny truth :